Masters of our own curiosities

October 2, 2009 - Leave a Response
Some fools never learn...

Some fools never learn...

2:13am Frank: are you day trading stocks checkin’ charts, too? Maybe it’s a full moon, just found myself outside talk to it for advice, fer reals…
 
2:14am Saijin: how cool is that! hi, Bro!
 
2:14am Frank: Hope you are doin’ well in your new place! I just moved to the beach for the first time in ten months.
 
2:14am Saijin: great. Me? Still trying to find my place…like always!
 
2:14am Frank: must be in da genes?
 
2:15am Saijin: yeah, what’s up with that Willis?
 
2:15am Frank: ha ha like that you still have a sense of humor
 
2:15am Saijin: god forbid that goes away…think I’ve sacrificed everything else! well, i do still have a guitar so what did the moon say?
 
2:17am Frank: favorite line from a movie, much on the same page with a sacrificing, a man looks into the abyss and he has to find his character to find his way out(Wall Street)… da moon she just winked back
 
2:18am Saijin: i’m lovin it! you go, dude! that’s my girl!
 
2:20am Saijin: going out for a smoke. will look for moon but it’s raining here, so put in a good word for me
 
2:20am Frank: you still learning your trade in da arts, I am into da science of the market, seems we are masters of own curiousities?
 
2:20am Saijin: Masters of our own curiosities! Wow! Did you come up with that??? I love it!
 
2:21am Frank: yeah, I need to sleep just wanted to drop ya line. and yup made it up in the old brainstem
 
2:21am Saijin: Can I use that as a blog title sometime? Sleep well.. “I’m being followed by a moonshadow…” There’s a lullaby for you!
 
2:22am Frank: go for it, glad i could be of some inspiration, laters

Just after our conversation, while checking emails, I opened and read one from NASA:

You're gonna do what???

You're gonna do what???

“On the morning of October 9, at 4:30 a.m. Pacific Daylight Time (11:30 Universal Time), the upper stage of a Centaur rocket will purposefully crash into the crater Cabeus near the south pole of the moon. Four minutes later, a second probe will fly through the dredged-up lunar debris and analyze the material for signs of water. This event is part of NASA’s LCROSS mission (Lunar Crater Observation and Sensing Satellite) to look for water on the surface of the moon. Such water might supply future manned lunar expeditions with drinking water, and allow the fabrication of rocket fuel for missions further into the solar system.”

Good grief! Let’s just bomb the moon to see if we can find some water! Oh pleeeze!
 
Why had I gotten up—again—in the middle of the night? Frank’s conversation was by far the most inspiring. “Masters of our own curiosities…” It was helping me connect the dots of information which had my present attention: a local upcoming mayoral election which was beginning to ignite; the local community revitalization interests which had attracted gimmicks and scheming from outside money interests; the resistant yet dwindling energies of locals against change; and a myriad of other personal agenda items as to where I fit in with all of this. An author by choice, unemployed by circumstance… I suppose I was up early to gather more data, somehow relevant, if I’d

More than a memory

More than a memory

give it its due attention. So here I was, front and center, paying attention to what presented itself in the wee hours of the morning. Today’s signature was ‘Escape’–something I’ve got lots of past history and patterning in… I needed to check out the intended meaning, however, if I were to ever come to know the signature’s true essence. (Essence, by the way, means ‘irreducible simple reality; truth as an intuition’.)  

 
Escape:

The inexhaustible resources of self with a consequent uncompromising strength of character.

From Wikipedia: Other things had caught my curiosity even before Frank had im’d me—two pieces of news on Yahoo, one on Elizabeth Smart’s testimony in court and the other about Katie Couric’s recent interview with Iran’s president.: The Elizabeth Smart kidnapping occurred on June 5, 2002, when American girl Elizabeth Smart was abducted from her Salt Lake City, Utah, bedroom at the age of 14. She was found nine months later on March 12, 2003, in Sandy, Utah, about 18 miles from her home, in the company of Brian David Mitchell and Wanda Ileen Barzee, who were indicted for her kidnapping but ruled unfit to stand trial. Her abduction and recovery were widely reported and were the subject of a made-for-TV movie and a published book.

From Today’s Yahoo News: She (Elizabeth) testified that her captor raped her three or four times a day and threatened to kill her if she yelled or tried to escape. She was on the stand for nearly two hours, and her voice never wavered. A federal judge ruled earlier this week that Smart’s testimony is relevant to the question of Mitchell’s competency. Mitchell’s competency hearing is not set to begin until Nov. 30, but Smart testified early because she is going on a religious mission for the Mormon church in Paris. 

Father and Daughter Smart
Father and Daughter Smart

Nine months of alleged daily raping! Now, seven years later going on a church mission—being sent to the streets and people of Paris. Wonderful! Courageous! Victorious! These are the accolades being sent her way in the aftermath of her recent testimony. Are we not to assume in the going forth to share the ‘Word of God’ that Elizabeth now speaks from the paradigm of one healed from the very atrocities she has endured—that she is being sent forth as a messenger? Let us listen to her describe her transgressor:

“Evil, wicked, manipulative, stinky, slimy, greedy, selfish, not spiritual, not religious, not close to God.”

Healed? Is anybody listening!!  The group, Casting Crowns, captures my curiosity with precision in the lyrics of their song, “Does Anybody Hear Her?”

She is running

A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction

She is trying

But the canyon’s ever widening

In the depths of her cold heart

So she sets out on another misadventure just to find

She’s another two years older

And she’s three more steps behind

Does anybody hear her?

Can anybody see?

Or does anybody even knows she’s going down today

Under the shadow of our steeple

With all the lost and lonely people

Searching for the hope that’s tucked away in you and me

Does anybody hear her?

Can anybody see?

The Opponents
The Opponents

From Yahoo Buzz: A second article—another woman—this one well-known for her great interviewing skills—Katie Couric. She recently confronted Iran’s president Mahmoud Ahmadinejad by asking about the Iranian female who was shot and killed by his country’s security forces this past June. Her name was Neda Soltan and she has become a symbol—a martyr—for the victimized people of that country. Katie’s political guest pulled out his own photo–that of another woman–Marwa Ali El-Sherbini, who was stabbed to death in a German court by a neo-Nazi. Although expressing sorrow for the death of Neda, he questioned the selective tactics of the western media in focusing solely upon Neda…

What? Does this man have no logic–no sense–whatsoever?

The attempt at distraction is completely infantile. But like all games of strategy, the best tactic and the best defense is to just not ‘be there.’ Did he think he could tap-dance his way out of the question? Amazing! However, what roused my curiosity was the headline and by-line for the article itself! “Couric’s latest TV showdown: Mahmoud Ahmadinejad puts Katie Couric in a tough spot during their interview.” Non-sense!

Masters of our own curiosities, said brother Frank… Hmmm… Ahh! They are all involved in Chess Games! Power Plays! They are all vying to one-upmanship! There is no real caring present, just winning—at all costs. Nevermind that real people, with real lives, with real everyday struggles are being spoken of. The point, as they address it and proclaim it through their voices and through their actions, is to win at all costs. Come out on top. They are all products of this world culture which is being addressed as a game of chess instead of matters of their own hearts…instead of their own self-healing…instead of their own self-awakening…instead of finding their true character.

Some fools never learn….

I’ll end my monologue of curiosity at the sad state of affairs in this board game we call our world relations with another view—that of an artist of photography who shows how we all are into such acts denial and avoidance–tap-dancing our way out of situations which demand transparency, healing, and awakening–and how by such superficial behaviors we end up with outcomes we never expected and never intended. It’s not a blame game, it’s a stark reality show. In his TED video link below, Chris explains his motivation, i.e. that we need to really feel the truth of the matter—those things beneath the snow job, the sales job, the flash and the bling—if we want to change our course heading.

Now, who’s willing to be Wonderful? Courageous? Victorious? I’m Curious…. Who’s willing to become a master of their own curiosities?

TED Talk by Chris Jordan
TED Talk by Chris Jordan

Chris Jordan’s been called the “it” artist for the green movement. His “photographic project offers a rare and unique opportunity to have a conversation about important subject matter that cuts through art-world boundaries into the environmental and social sciences,” says the Director of the Museum of Art at Washington State University, Chris Bruce. Jordan’s new book of photography, Running the Numbers, he explains to visually assist us us to ‘feel’ what’s going on in the world around us—things that happen in such large numbers and data that we can’t comprehend without bringing it into a condensed picture which we can grasp. Here is a sample of his work. Hear you can listen to an 11 minute video as Chris speaks of his work. He seems to me to be a great Master of Curiosity.

I believe I awoke in the middle of the night to look into an abyss, to see an atrocity or two, and to find the character hidden and waiting to be discovered there so I could see the world in a new light–naked and revealed–when the sun rises this morning. It’s only 4:28 a.m.! I hope everyone is having sweet dreams out there that inspire you with curiosity to escape the delusions which are all about us, to stop playing with life, to start entertaining the vision of a win-win paradigm, to stop playing the blame game and begin the art of healing from within–to find Character through our own individual ”inexhaustible resources of self with a consequent uncompromising strength.” It’s time to escape our own self-deceptive delusions.

The Flux Capacitor of Healing for a Better Future

September 9, 2009 - One Response

flux diagramI suppose the most significant thing about today is that I have a somewhat new and exciting understanding about the ‘day’ or cycle of each phase we are given. Today, for some reason, what is paramount on my mind is that it isn’t ever really about figuring out a conclusion. It truly is about the flux—first this way and then that way—in order to continually be able to have better and more thoroughly understandable viewpoints of that with which we are dealing in our daily lives. Yet, like the blind men and the elephant who each held fastly to different parts of the beast, we are so very emphatically designed to think that we have ‘the’ true reality that we are forever either jumping to conclusions and making proclamations of our ‘truth’ or we are vacillating and never able to determine a thing. So, today, what strikes me as new and wonderful is that we could just relax into knowing that we are just ‘fluxing’. Back to the Future, the movie, had this machine—the Flux Capacitor! What a wonderful concept! What a wonderful word of synchronicity in describing what I’m getting new today: The Flux Capacitor is in fact our Day!

If I could learn—really learn—this one idea of ‘fluxing’—and quit call it ‘vacillating’… If I could take each day as it comes and realize that it has come to provide me with new information relative to whatever it is with which I am dealing, i.e. those very experiences I have called into being… If I could do this, would there not be more peace? Would I not be more gentle with self? Would not healing come more smoothly? Would life not begin to really flow?

Another thought so prevalent right now is that in order for the world to come up with better healing solutions for the many problems it faces—national health care, education, jobs and the economic recession and so on—we must look to those who are well into their own personal journeys of healing. Better healing leadership comes from those who are better-healed. I don’t know if that’s a word or not and I don’t know if I’ve spoken or written clearly. But, again, the idea is simply that better comes from better. Force comes from force. Better cannot come from force. And force cannot be born of better. So, what is better? Better is a step beyond what was in a positively-oriented direction. This is what the world needs—leaders or better yet Collaborators!—who are themselves healed or at least healing. Those to whom this is the top priority: To heal self and then to be that healing element in the world.

A Tribute to a 'Better' Future (click here!)

A Tribute to a 'Better' Future (click here!)

Are our elected officials healing themselves? Are we as citizens healed? What is our top priority? First things first, says Covey. And if we don’t do first things first… well, then it doesn’t really matter what it is that we do do because we’ve missed the point. We can’t get better if we are busy putting band aids on wounds that we inflict on each other and on our world. Heal yourselves! If ever there was a command with significance for our world, this was it. Heal yourselves. Healed people—leaders, followers, citizens, companions, individuals, or the world at large—make healing decisions, have a healing impact, and make the world and each individual in it all the better for having kept their priorities in the correct order. Heal yourselves. Love one another. This do in remembrance of me. Jesus was a reminder. The cross is a reminder to concretize ourselves into the fullness and wholeness, i.e. holiness, of who we are. Once accomplished, even on a daily basis, we can then be a light, a star, to shine for others. But not until then. It begins with a daily journey to the cross.

Today’s signature is Elimination, “Man’s capacity for any extreme of self-pointedness he may find valuable in a given case.” What, we would do well to ask, is wanted? For what purpose has this energy of self-pointedness arisen today? The answer is ELUCIDATION “High executive ability through patient investigation and genuine psychological insight.” What a marvelous day to begin where we are and take the next step in our individual healing! The Universe itself will reach out and hug us in this new FRONTIER “The indomitable originality by which the human spirit remains at a forefront of everyday accomplishment.” And then we will concretize in knowing ourselves better as we see the capacity of action in BACKGROUND, “A special capacity for the recovery of prior advantages or the effective disentanglement of present involvements.”

Wow, talk about your Flux Capacitor! Let’s go Back to the Future—only let’s do it bigger, larger, and better than ever before. Let’s get Healed!

Fields of White

September 7, 2009 - Leave a Response
Elisha

Listen to the lyrics of 'Send in the Clowns' here!

I am learning Temperance from the Divine Mother. These are the many components by which I have been surrounded—emerging here in this time and space. The struggle is personal and shrouded in the many shadow elements of my own being. The helpmeets and exemplars are all in my midst. Everything speaks of it. There has been much resistance on my part, which now appears before my eyes as the shadow of distrust. I have been told to Retain while being offered the hand of loved ones to press forward. There has been made room at the inn—a bed in my niece’s room, a closet cleared for my clothing by my sister-in-law and friend. Offers of encouragement and support. Hugs and expressions of love. My brother has begun his own Wheel of Synchronicity. The goddess appeared to me in my dream last night. She was veiled and I could not see her clearly—like a plastic wrap over a dust jacket of a book which has been handled so many times in a library. Yet, I know She was so very lovely and beautiful. She was welcoming and encouraging. Some promise…and her presence itself—the gift of hope.

I have been instructed about those things weighing on my mind and heart…things which have made me melancholy…. The French Revolution and the depiction in the media of those elements of our society of protestors today—mobs angry and emotional—on the road canvassing for reform–‘Tea Parties’–and at town hall meetings—small business owners in revolt–and at school board meetings protesting textbooks and the voice of the downtrodden and unheard–all of these emotional and ‘Indignant’ over the divine right to rule self as self sees fit. But the result from such, historically observing it–the French Revolution–was failure! But not complete loss, the Divine Mother whispers. No! Two births issued forth from it: Romanticism and Skepticism. Art and Science. The Overly-Emotional and the Overly-Critical. Both were emotional by-products—twins, as it were, born from the attempt to bring about a singular, Age of ‘Enlightenment’.  The struggle within the womb had been birthed in duality! Seek the deeper wisdom here, she advises.

At the individual level we may view and observe this dichotomy as that flux which lies within each of us, i.e. the heart and the mind, love and logic. But LOGOS is the Divine Intelligence born of Divine Love. Only from such a realm of understanding can the Singularity be brought forth into this realm. It cannot be measured nor meted. It Is. We must raise our consciousness to the level of the Divine Hierarchy—become the Holy Offspring at the Emotional Level born of the Divine Mental and the Divine Habitual. (Here is Divine Energy or ‘desire’ residing within Divine Space or ‘habitat’.) And then the gift, purpose, and path of our Holy Commission and Future Mission will appear. (A Divine Knight lurks closer from dream-memory now… Whom does the Grail serve? he asks.)

100_7805Cultural evolution is slow and laborious. Yet we are approaching a quantum leap. After all that we can do, the Hand of the Divine will take us the rest of the way.

But to do what we are doing must be filled with Motion, not entropy. Each must stand in Holy Place and Be the Change we wish to see in the world. Only then will the world and its many faces, i.e., its many cultural facets, be ready. This core of light is to be exemplified in each heart and mind. Singularity—what may be had of it in this realm—is a mantle of love and guidance and encouragement and hope. It is the support of enduring to that time and place wherein the experience of Holiness or Wholeness may be experienced.

You Needed Me (Listen here!)

You Needed Me (Listen here!)

There are many laborers in the field. Peter, the Master asked thrice, Lovest thou me? And His direction to Peter was to feed His sheep. Not gather His sheep, not correct His sheep, not force His sheep, not to undermine or doubt the sanctity of His sheep, and certainly not to slaughter or destroy His sheep. The Divine Intelligence–LOGOS ITSELF–was FEED MY SHEEP.

Swords are being beat into plowshares.

Let us not step backward into the days of history which depicted a culture not yet awakened enough to bring forth a singularity of Enlightenment—ones who knew only to beat plowshares into swords… Pastures have need of tilling. New grass must be grown whereby to nourish the sheep. We must grow fields white and ready for harvesting. Come and reason together, love unconditionally, heal yourself and join in the divine labor to nourish and feed the sheep.

Stand in Holy Places

September 6, 2009 - Leave a Response

 

 MYOB

 

MYOB

 

Why are we stuck inside such limited faculties?

I have a personal observation I’d like to share with you! First some background from the Age of Enlightenment:

The Enlightenment progressed into the mid-1700s with a noticeable shift away from its previous empirical, reason-based philosophies. This resulted in two new major philosophical directions: Romanticism, which stressed emotion and a return to the natural state of man instead of the confines and constructs of society, and Skepticism, which questioned whether we as human beings are truly able to perceive the world around us with any degree of accuracy. These two directions, underpinned by propaganda from the Church’s anti-Enlightenment agenda served to increase the unrest stimulating the French Revolution. It was just such a departure from those original thoughts dominating at the peak of the Enlightenment which resulted in its downfall.  (paraphrased from SparkNotes)

Thus we see how ‘not to change direction’—neither to the left nor to the right–not to flights of romantic fancy nor to the undermining of our innate ability to reason accurately! And as a third, to fall victim to no outer supplanting of our freedoms of divine inheritance! Thus, we look to see the silver thread which did give birth to the Enlightenment—that which had manifested but had not potentialized due to the turning aside from it:

The approach towards life itself—in all of its myriad manifestations of being—which demanded first observation and then the allowance for the testing of hypotheses based on that which had been observed.  

Wow! What a concept! No ‘shooting from the hip’! No ‘my way is right!’ No ‘leaders’! No ‘followers’! Just lots and lots of testing of hypotheses! Just lots and lots of observations! Just lots and lots of thinking and doing. Just lots and lots of sharing of the personal outcome of tested hypotheses of observable data, ideas, practices, methodologies! No fighting amongst one another that one way is better than the other! Just a sharing of discovery! Each one doing their own work to the very best of their capability, while honoring that work being done by the other. Wow! What a concept!

It never happens the same way twice, said Aslan to Lucy. William James, in his classic Stream of Consciousness explains this to be due to the fact that even the exact same data entering the brain of a man at separate times could not possibly be ‘the same’ because by definition, the change due to the allowance of the passage of time (equaling the presentation of new experience) begets a brain that is no longer the same as when this ‘same’ data first entered it. James also had somewhat to say relative to the nature of such ‘segments’ of experienced consciousness:

The stream of thought flows on; but most of its segments fall into the bottomless abyss of oblivion. Of some, no memory survives the instant of their passage. Of others, it is confined to a few moments, hours or days. Others, again, leave vestiges which are indestructible, and by means of which they may be recalled as long as life endures.  William James

I suggest that these very vestiges will emerge from the furtherance of potentialization born of the enlightened idea of sharing the outcomes of having tested our hypotheses established upon our observations of life itself. The Revolution of Inner-Enlightenment.

It all boils down to trust, doesn’t it? The outcome of the French Revolution decried, The People Cannot be Trusted to Govern Themselves!!! So, who do you trust? Self? Other? God? Do you believe in a God outside of Self? Can you trust Self to determine this? Do you believe in a higher self and a lower self? Do you experience a dichotomy of understanding self, i.e. a this and a that, a one way or another? Do you experience an ethical judgment placed on these ‘oppositions’? Is this part of the decision-making process you utilize? Do you discard one thought for the other? Does this cause a dilution of purity of thought? Do you ‘compromise’? Do you negotiate with self and make promises, i.e. if this, then that? Do you manipulate self? Lie to self? Are you transparent? Are you okay with not being okay? Or are you one of the divine ones who is always in alignment? In all ways? Do you operate as one within? Are you whole? Are you holy? If not, then who do you trust?

Doesn’t the very duality of our experience of self—our ability to see both sides of an issue or an idea or a thought—suggest our ability to test out observable data? Our reasoning natures? Our divine natures? The duality of lower and higher self? If so, does this not inherently or by definition itself suggest the possibility of alignment? If so, then does it not fall to the lower self to determine the verification of alignment? To testify of the presence of alignment with higher self? If not, then there would be force involved! Is this not a testimony to be born in each changing moment of life itself? Can there ever be complete conviction of trust? Or is trust, perhaps, a condition of momentary sanctioning?

Lower Self wears the mantle of sanctioning trust in any given moment of discernment.

We have come here to this lower world of limitation with the high mantle and responsibility of sanctioning or not sanctioning those things we—within a state of constant flux—esteem to be of the higher realm. We cannot with impunity pass this calling onto another save at a great cost of ultimate, and even at times immediate, suffering. When we try to place this holy power outside of self onto another—whether it be an individual such as a spouse or friend, or ruler as parent or president or king, or a group of affiliation such as a church or socio-cultural unit—we do so at our own divine peril. (Though always will come the cyclic renewal for further advancement through the reclaiming of that power cast aside once the greater lesson of divinity within is recognized as a product of such necessary, personal divergence!)

Trust, in the end, is that state or condition of knowing that self alone holds the right of divine creation—to make something better out of something which once was less expanded or of a more limited nature. Lemonade out of lemons.

And are we not commanded to heal ourselves?

Only self-healing can bring the greater alignment between lower and higher self! The pathway lies in bringing one’s cross into self and then shining as stars in the world at large. Let me explain my philosophy—let me share it with you—the tested hypothesis of my observation of life itself…

Holy places. Those places made holy because we ourselves have become holy. Wholeness—defined and concretized within becoming cornerstones of light without.

With each birth, a star is born in the flesh. Some light has made the journey from the heavens and shrouded its divinity within mortal clothing. The journey of life is the realizing of the star which we are through the very pathway of the cross we have called ourselves to bear—even our own covering of mortality—the experience of life itself. First we see that cross outside of us (blaming, complaining, me/not-me stuff); then we carry it on our shoulders (I’ll fix you, I’ll make it work, I’ll try harder—it’s still me-against-the-world!); then we embrace it to the very core of our being (the world becomes a reflection of ourselves, we reclaim our power, we stand in holy places).

Only when this light shines from within, connecting our existence here with that sameness which is above from whence we came, will we shine as a light for others to more clearly discern their own pathways. There can be no followers. There can be no leaders. (There may be examples by which we enjoy brief twinklings of light through the sharing of one another’s journeys, to be sure! But no more and no less.)

Come follow me was the desire of the Master. As I have loved you, love one another. Following him leads to the Cross. Following him leads to the Tomb. Following him leads to the Resurrection. Following him leads to the Ascension. Following him leads to Unconditional Love. Love of Self and Love of Others. Guidance to our own individual pathways. We must begin where we are. We must follow the light within.

We must stand in holy places.

Enlightened Despotism challenged by Little Miss Muffet

September 5, 2009 - Leave a Response

There’s been a lot of getting wrapped up in other people’s business lately… I think I found the bug—or insect—or, rather, spider which has been spinning this unwieldy web of chaos! I knew it was Uranus, but until I had a moment of synchronicity—a TV crashing to the floor simultaneously with the convergence of several interweaving proclamations near-by—I couldn’t capture the deeper significance of mystery in these ‘lines of communication’…

The Moon and Uranus hold the secret here to the chaotic reformation taking place seemingly everywhere today! It—Uranus—has been causing issues ever since its arrival at the degree of Pisces 26! Here again is the symbol and signature upon which it, Uranus, now sits with Mother Moon adding emphasis to the mystery aspect of it all!

A DEMAND FOR CHANGE AND REFORMATION OF CHAOS!

Pisces 26° Watching the very thin moon crescent appearing at sunset, different people realize that the time has come to go ahead with their different projects.

THE FALLACY OF TOTALITARIANISM

Keynote: A keen appreciation of the value of individualized responses to any challenge of life.

The rather obscure original notation for this zodiacal degree, “a new moon that divides its influences,” when translated into practical terms refers to the fact that, confronted with the opportunity to expand their energy along new lines, modern individuals will react according to their own personal characters. One basic cosmic-spiritual impulse will lead these varied personalities to take equally varied steps. In any society that glorifies individualism, everyone should therefore accept this fact and not try to compel other individuals to conform to a single pattern of response.

The first symbol of the seventy-second and last series of five stresses the essential nature of the cyclic process of actualization of human potential, i.e. the emergence of the individual (cf. symbol for Phase 1). This should lead to a realization of THE FALLACY OF TOTALITARIANISM; at times we can all act like despots, demanding that others react to any situation exactly as we do. (Dane Rudhyar, An Astrological Mandala)

Let’s talk about what wants to be talked about, i.e. despotism, or perhaps ‘enlightened despotism’, if you will.

The Decry of Modern-Day Enlightenment:

Mind Your Own Business!

Here’s my question: What spiders—and their webs–are lurking about in your life? Are they poisonous or harmless?

Spider 005

Here is the one that has made its web just outside of the house where I sit, smoke, talk on the phone, and reflect on nature and the things on my mind. This photo, of course, is showing only the underside, but then, that’s what I want to get to today–the underside of things… 

Very scary looking, isn’t he! And, he appears to be holding something with one of his antennae! I don’t like him at all! I’m glad I’m not sleeping in the tent anymore! Eeks! The object in his hand sort of resembles a wand or a baton. Is this my personal symbol of ‘Enlightened Despotism’? Is he tempting me to get caught in his web of annihilation—to be a food source for him? Must he have me in order to sustain himself? Am I the prey?

No way! I’ll take him out before that would happen. In fact, he’s fortunate I’m merciful or he wouldn’t have made it into the picture! I’m giving him space—space to provide me, personally, with his meaningfulness of appearance into my own realm of being. What is the message of seeing this little fellow? Just now…? At this time and place? Quick, Little Fellow! Speak your peace—for my fear of you is about to end your very life!

The Spider’s Web, aka The End of the Enlightenment

“What ultimately and abruptly killed the Enlightenment was the French Revolution. Begun with the best intentions by French citizens inspired by Enlightenment thought, the revolution attempted to implement orderly representative assemblies but quickly degraded into chaos and violence. Many people cited the Enlightenment-induced breakdown of norms as the root cause of the instability and saw the violence as proof that the masses could not be trusted to govern themselves.” (SparkNotes)

If my little fellow were able to spell, as was Charlotte for Wilbur, I imagine that the web would contain the following letters and that he would explain the meanings, which follow, of their acronyms… FEAR…FALSE…MYOB

F–Fear

A—All

L–Lies

S—Self-

E–Evident

First, my little eight-legged friend explains, I must teach you that there must be an honoring of fear! Fear in and of itself is not ‘evil’ or ‘negative’ as your Enlightened Thinking would so label it! Fear means, in its truest essence to ‘honor’… Thus you must ‘fear’ or ‘honor’ all lies which appear to be ‘self-evident’. The fact that they appear transparently as lies is key to understanding a great truth! As a pair of sunglasses would shield your eyes from blindness caused from a direct staring at the sun, so too the self-evident lie holds within it a greater truth! The truth is shielded from a more superficial glimpse! It must be sought out in the inner realm of personal seeking. Seek this and you shall discover a greater truth than the obvious lie on the surface of the matter. And the truth you find will belong, ultimately and pricelessly, to you.

F–False

E–Evidence

A–Appearing

R–Real

Second, he continues, I must teach you the polar opposite meaning of the word ‘fear.’ For now that you have a healthy respect for ‘fear’ in its ‘honoring’ you must understand its lesser manifestation in negative orientation—self-deception. It is when you forget to honor it, that fear gains the power to become that which deceives. Fear takes control. It rules you. It binds you to rules lest you have to face it unaware. You avoid self-knowing. You avoid self-realization. You avoid self-healing. You avoid self-empowerment. You avoid self-enlightenment. You give all of these things away! Freely! Through making Fear your master—dictating to you to the terms of your own life, i.e. how you will live, how you will feel, how you will react, etc…–you give away the power to be the self-master! Fear this! Fear that! And all of these things are mere illusion: False Evidence Appearing Real. You have no-thing to fear but fear itself. This is the truth.

Last and third, I must teach you, he emphasizes, MYOB—Mind Your Own Business. Herein lies a great principle—destroyed by the colloquialism which has been stuck like a discount price tag on its very crown. Mind your own business needs to be redeemed to its intended meaning. Most great sayings have sadly gone the way of MYOB. To mind one’s own business is to do the very thing you sent yourself to this realm to do! It does not imply any lack of caring or consideration for one’s fellow man! No! It implies an ‘exactness’ and a ‘precision’ in those very acts! Your life is your life to live—to figure out—to bring to a fullness! Theirs is theirs. It is in the precise meeting of that which is asked for—AND NEVER SHORTING OR EXCEEDING—that we do the greatest humanitarian service in one another’s behalf. If I ask a fish of you and receive a fish, frypan, oil, and bread to serve with it—then you have exceeded that which has been asked! I want to use ‘my’ frypan, ‘my’ oil, and eat ‘my’ bread…all I lacked was a fish. Likewise, were you to give me everything save the fish—again you have not truly been the ‘brother’s keeper’ that I had asked of you.

M—Mind

Y–Your

O–Own

B—Business

little_miss_muffetLittle Miss Muffet sat on a tuffet

Eating her curds and whey,

Along came a spider,

Who sat down beside her

And frightened Miss Muffet away

When we see our mindful observance of our own lives as private and sacred, we retain our own power which will lead us into greater self-mastery. When we observe others in our daily lives, that too is for our own personal edification and signfication of greater awareness and growth. But “live and let live” must ever be the motto of a truly enlightened individual–lest we, like the French Revolutionists, prove only that we cannot govern ourselves!

MYOB has far-reaching ramifications–just as does the spider’s web–an enlightened and effective tool in life – if, like the spider, we wait for what comes to us! Then, and only then, do we serve or be served, not by force, but by patience….with wisdom in meeting that and only that request which has been made manifest by the seeker who has come to our web. To serve or enslave is determined by whatever truly enlightened awareness we may already have obtained prior to the visit. Too much or too little or just right? But, then, that is another nursery rhyme for another day… Wouldn’t want to spoil the soup….

The Spider symbol beckons us to be mindful of our behaviors – be smart about the life we weave for ourselves. Now, I must be off—there’s so much I need to be mindful of today!

The Lamb’s Escape

September 3, 2009 - Leave a Response

“These were her own and very private moments which she chose to share with me, and I was honored to share them with her. I could not comfort her, I would not have dared to trespass. All that I could do was to see as she saw, to be moved as she was moved. That kind of suffering, you must bear alone. As she said so simply, ‘It’s for me and Mister God,’ and there’s no answer to that.” Fynn in “Mister God, This is Anna”

I laid in the tent on the ground on the sleeping bag and slept. I was down and out. Two and a half hours on the internet trying to find a job had yielded slim pickins’. Depressed. I awoke to my brother and his wife having a business talk under the canopy nearby. I was hot and sweaty now–the sun had come out after the hard rain from last night.  The tent was now a sauna. I wriggled out from under my coverings and made my way to the house. “There goes the golden-haired goddess!” she called out to me. I laughed it off and continued indoors to check my emails.

FaceBook said that Thomas Moore wanted to be my friend. ‘The’ Thomas Moore! I wondered. No way… Why would he want to be my friend? Must be another Thomas Moore… But, I’ll be damned, it was him. Still can’t figure it out. Heck–nearly three years ago on the last day of my dedication to my work–I’d tried to email him a note of gratitude for the wisdom he’d shared in Dark Nights of the Soul. I’d never heard back. Since then, the only update I knew of him was that he’d been a speaker at Louise Hays conference in San Diego at the time I’d dedicated my book this past May at Balboa Park. This was pretty phenomenal.

I drew an ephemeris. 1:02 p.m. 9/3/09 Mercury was on the 11th house cusp; the sun converged within one degree of the Midheaven. Saturn had positioned between all at Mary and her little lamb…Innocence. The day had felt more like an exit door for me–perhaps the second verse …which was against the rules… felt more like the Saturnian ‘reprimand’ than ‘innocence.’ 

My daughter called with a few job leads. Certainly there was a change in energy–a spike of excitement–at least temporarily. Even the lady at the second bookstore I’d contacted had emailed me the invitation to bring my book by… But I’m definitely still pouting. Nobody wants my lamb at their school–it’s…Astrology!… Saturn is grinning, “Gotcha!” Yea, I get it. Still…everywhere that Mary went the lamb was sure to go…

I recall now spreading out the blanket—a woven tapestry–to dry off as I’d climbed into the tent this morning, trying to ‘escape’, how I’d noticed how colorful the strings of the fringe were and how muted the actual design. Funny how drab things appear when you’re depressed. Everything runs colorlessly together–the brightness of the unique elements become obscured to the vision… Must be made of wool.

Power

Come Fly With Me

August 29, 2009 - One Response

A new day is here and with it is the signature of Experiment and so far I seem to be on the same page.

(Duh! Imagine that! I mean, is there another page to be on? Is this not the phase—the daily bread and living water–in which our world is blessed this day?)

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Come, let us fly!

“The only true law is that which sets us free.” Jonathan Livingston Seagull

Experiment Phase 241 — August 29

ENERGY: Experiment – A man making a futurist drawing

SPACE: Practice – A jockey

POWER: Education – A mother with her children on stairs

ACTION: Preparation – A quiver filled with arrows

First let us look to the Cross model of living life to its fullest!

The Energy of Experiment comes in answer to our longing for fulfillment today. Let us identify ‘what is wanted’—that which has drawn the energy of Experiment to us. Then we will look more closely at this energy of Experiment. We have created a space inside of us—collectively and individually—which has a desire. Today it is identified in the Space signature as Practice. Looking to the more pure and esoteric meaning we find that Practice is that signature of life which would find conscious existence as “a spectacular gift for rising to any occasion.” We want to ‘be there’ today. It’s a Jonathan Livingston Seagull kind of day!

Let us listen to Marc Edmund Jones as he delves deeper into this signature of Practice: (And I must take personal notice of the fact that this degree is the placement of my natal Venus!) Jones explains, “This is a symbol of the eagerness for life an individual must show in any true revelation of himself, and of the concern he must have for the struggles and competitions of everyday experience. It is only through thoroughly consistent performance of his skills and talents that man establishes himself among his fellows, and as this develops in excellence he is under increasing obligation to be successful in exhibiting them. Implicit in the symbolism are very harsh penalties for any failure to drive the capabilities of self to the limit.”

Wow! It really is a Jonathan Livingston Seagull Day!

Chang, Jonathan’s mentor taught that: 

1) Heaven isn’t a place; heaven is perfection. 

2) Perfect speed isn’t moving fast at all; perfect speed is being there.

3) I’ve gone everywhere and everywhen I can think of… 

4) To fly as fast as thought to anywhere that is now – you begin by knowing that you have already arrived… 

Now let us return to today’s signature of Energy—that which the Universe brings to us to aid us in our fulfillment to ‘rise to any occasion’—Here we find the esoteric interpretation of Experiment, our gift for the illimitable expansion of the human mind and a consequent extension of its powers. A perfect handshake between the All and the One. In this state of awareness—of conscious understanding—of who we are today, we are enabled to receive the further blessing represented by the second axis of the cross, the power axis. The first ‘wing’ or point of the axis is the confirming Knowledge of Education which will reveal itself as the power to respond effectively to every personal challenge in our daily affairs. As we stay in tune with our awakened consciousness to rise to every occasion, we will behold a myriad of synchronicities from the universe which lay a feast of opportunities for effectiveness before us. This is the first power, which always remains in a state of ‘flux’ or ‘flying’ with the second power to be discovered on the cross beam. Here then we find the potential power—that of defining opportunities for Action, which today carries the signature of Preparation. Looking to the esoteric meaning, we find that Preparation is the power which is to be identified through the stabilization of unlimited personal capacity which is to be ours in rising to the issue of the moment on any level of experience.

Chang again: I am a perfect expression of freedom, here and now.

And Jonathan now teaches us:

You have the freedom to be yourself, your true self, here and now – and nothing can stand in your way! AND, now his desire is:

I only wish to share what I’ve learned – the very simple fact that it is right for a gull to fly!

So, let us join Jonathan and kick it up to the Star level of living life to its fullest! Today we can fly! Today we can ‘Rise to the Occasion!’…

The Star model of living life to its fullest:

How does one Energize the signature of Experiment? How do we make it resonate as a gift for the illimitable expansion of the human mind and a consequent extension of its powers? We don’t. It already is resonating! That is the beauty of knowing who we are each day in the daily signature. Because once we make the handshake of consciousness with the Divine within, i.e. what is wanted and what has come in answer to that desire in order to fulfill it, then the second axis of the cross, the powers come flowing through. Once the powers are enabled within us, we are ‘resonating’! Now, we look to see what is happening at the second point of the Star in the position of Visualizing.

Today’s signature of vision is Deviation. We ‘see’ something different—just as did Jonathan Livingston Seagull! The esoteric meaning of Deviation displays before our eyes as an effective responsibility to the inner stirrings of self and a willingness to face the consequence of true self-assertion. Wow! Incredible! We want to truly be true to ourselves today! How marvelous! What a glorious opportunity is before us and we see it more clearly today because today is its day to be visualized. This is the day to see things our own way! Capture this moment! Embrace it thoroughly. Who are you? How do you see the world? How would you change it? Be that!

“You must be the change you wish to see in the world.” Mahatma Gandhi

Now we can Objectify! It is only when we have seen the vision that we can lay the plan or see that which is from that which we would desire to become or achieve. Today we ‘objectify’ through the signature of Defiance. Is that word a bit scary? It doesn’t have to be necessarily, does it? The esoteric meaning of Defiance establishes as genuine psychological courage in a repudiation of all meaningless loyalties. That’s not scary at all! That’s grrrreat! Who needs ‘meaningless loyalties’ anyway? These are the things in life that derail, side-track and keep us off-course. These things need to be eliminated and today we have clear sight of that objective achievement to rid ourselves of them. Marvelous! Now the cosmos greets us again. More power enabling is on its way!

Here we find the Divine power of Synchronization. Being a star means shining our light for others. It is the path of service. We are not left alone. We receive the hand of the Divine power today in the signature of Diligence. Here esoteric wisdom allows us to understand this signature in its plussage sense: Alignment in the quiet persistence of each proper act of self in the interest of its own genius. Our attentiveness to awakening our consciousness has brought us to alignment with Divine Will—that which simultaneously serves self as well as others. This diligence in proper action will ultimately, open the portal of Actualization. It will be our grand opportunity to Potentialize in the significance of the signature of Expenditure. Here is the capacity of divine self-release through a joy in the accomplishments of the moment.

ENERGIZE: Experiment – A man making a futurist drawing

VISUALIZE: Deviation – A soldier derelict in duty

OBJECTIFY: Defiance – A deserter from the navy

SYNCHRONIZE: Diligence – An Indian weaving a blanket

ACTUALIZE: Expenditure – A gypsy coming out of the forest

Experiment is the Signature of Life which awakens the consciousness to a Concretizing of Preparation for a fullness of experience through the Actualization of Expenditure.

“The only true law is that which sets us free.” Jonathan Livingston Seagull  

For further study. (Become a member of The Sabian Assembly and join in on this marvelous adventure of learning from the wisdom of the giants at www.sabian.org)

Here I will share some of my own favorite quotes and interpretations from my present Sabian studies…

The Fear of Freedom is born of our worship of a desire for changelessness—that all things remain static and that we be able to crawl back into the womb of maternal security and dependency. This is a very betrayal of our soul-desire for creation and change. Thus we pray for movement forward while resisting the holy self’s answer to our prayer in a persistent leading forward. We turn a blind eye to opportunity for change and feel abandoned that things are never moving ahead. Thus change is Courage of Liberation. In such there is manifested the ever-immediate duality of choice, i.e. this and that. No intellectual reconciliation is accomplished save at the price of a loss of potential function of true potentiality of the one assimilated or diluted by ‘ensoulment’ or ‘enslavement’ to the other. Such a compacting loses its efficacy in its very dissolution of that which in purity it is. To choose is to change. Standing face to face with the on-going dualism of life consequences we thus encounter recognition of a division of labor, i.e. we bring ourselves to some point of particular focus in experience which entices us to the one over the other. This is soulful inclination and direction for change. Here is where the correct alignment and process of attributing significance is critical to decision-making. To assign significance based on culturally-driven or pattern-driven valuation is erroneous! Nature will surely speak, but simultaneously must be acknowledged by the inner voice speaking with in. One must ask in such moments of decision and application of significance what it is that the heart was entertaining, the mind considering when nature spoke. This is true interpretation of symbolism. The man who looks at a sports car and beholds his freedom may be compelled to acquire it by either a better-than-other ideation or as a succession of pure self-accomplishment. It is not the car itself but the significance of it that speaks. The core matter is discerned by alignment within for better sight and understanding of significance without.

We must ask self, what is wanted?

And we must listen to the inner voice for the true, pure and transparent answer.

Go with the soul.

Create your reality.

Know the true significance of this life which you are creating.

Free yourself from all superficiality.

You truly can have it all!

FLY!

The French poet-philosopher, Guillarme Apollanaire wrote:

“Come to the edge.”

“We can’t. We are afraid.”

“Come to the edge.”

“We can’t. We will fall!”

“Come to the edge.”

And they came.

And he pushed them

And they flew.

Noteworthy Impact on Jupiter leads the way to Future Expansion

August 8, 2009 - Leave a Response

What were you doing when Jupiter was impacted last month?

From Science@NASA: The date was July 19, 2009. Amateur astronomer Anthony Wesley was photographing Jupiter from his backyard observatory in Murrumbateman, Australia, when something odd caught his eye.

‘My attention was fixed on the Great Red Spot, which was setting beautifully over Jupiter’s horizon,” recalls Wesley. “I almost didn’t notice the dark blemish near Jupiter’s south pole, and when I did, I put it out of my mind.’

It’s just another dark storm on Jupiter.

‘That’s what I thought at first, but something about the dark mark puzzled me, it didn’t look right, and I couldn’t stop stealing glances at it.’”

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Slowly, Jupiter’s rotation turned the blemish toward Earth, Wesley got a better look at it, and the truth struck him like a thunderbolt.

It was an impact mark. Something hit the giant planet!

 

I went back to my own journal to see what was ‘expanding’ in my life at that time: I was hearing the Harmony of the Spheres just the evening before.

July 18, 2009

I began hearing the tones again—The Song of the Goddesses making themselves heard by me. I listened to the peaceful flute-like intonations. Yes, I have been asked to go to Kepler’s study and work on the Harmonies of the Spheres…I will…

To me they sound flute-like, not like sirens. But as I think of how we wet a finger and rub the rim of a crystal glass, I can understand the ‘siren-like’ quality being used here to describe these sounds. However, they are a song—a song of the Goddesses to the spiritual center. Earth, Kepler defined as being a sixth—a minor, sad-like song due to the ‘Earth’s misery and famine.’ Amazingly synchronizing with this study is that it was on the phase and signature of tomorrow—on July 19th—that Kepler had had his miraculous discovery which led him to his theory of the Harmony of the Sphere’s: A Modern Pocahontas, keyword ‘Compatibility’ and the interpretation by Jones: When positive the degree is high skill in bringing older or neglected reality to the service of fresher and more vital self-fulfillments. My daughter, Heather, was born on this day and she is this symbol from my mother’s perspective–tenacious, courageous, unafraid to be herself, to promote her ideas and to stand firm in her own truths. And yet at core she seeks to oversee, to bring compatibility amongst divergent factors, people, and ideas. This, too, was what Kepler saw—the Universe in 9-part harmony—a song in Time and Space—from divergent planetary bodies all singing their unique and individual songs to the solar center around which they revolved… [He] had shifted the focus of celestial harmony from the Earth to the Sun: “Henceforth it is no longer a harmony made for the benefit of our planet, but the song which the cosmos sings to its lord and centre, the Solar Logos“.

July 19, 2009

There was a beautiful scene awaiting me in the pre-dawn sky—Mother Moon and Venus, side by side–as I walked out onto my patio in the early, predawn hour. I inhaled the beauty of the moment with soulful exclamation. I sat and soon discovered there were other stars in this lightly cloud-covered dome of darkness. First one made itself known and then another. They were aligned in an arc reaching outward and upward on either side of the two ladies. I received the message simply and clearly that there is to be a seven based also on the placement of the moon in our charts—it took the captivating essence of these two ladies to allow me to catch and behold their message to me. It explained why I had been up and outdoors so effortlessly. As I watched and beheld, a song arose in my heart from seemingly nowhere, “Blue skies of Hawaii smile on this our wedding day. I do; I do….love you; love you.. with all my heart.” I thought of my home there. I thought of Mother living there even now. I thought of her gift of financial assistance to me which she’d called to tell me yesterday—beginning with her desire for me to have my special dress for my talk and then concern over the rest of the costs… Then a plane looming low and large made its way through the scene above and as it approached, the low and powerful humming of its engines increased. I watched it sail over where I sat and as it did the bright white landing lights beneath its belly came on—another moment noticed. It was a scene that drew me to the night sky on April 11, 2005 when Ron and I had met—this scene was similar to that portrayed on APOD for that ‘moment in time.’

My heart was still bringing new songs to my attention—they were the children’s lullabies which I’d written. Heather’s first—for this was in fact her birthday! Little Lady dressed in pink… And I thought of how her song is a rainbow song. How last night the seven portrayed themselves to me as rainbow spectrums on either side of the one that we are at birth. We really do create our own worlds… Why are there so many songs about rainbows and what’s on the other side? Rainbows are visions and only illusions. Rainbows have nothing to hide… So we’ve been told and some choose to believe it. I think their wrong wait and see. Someday we’ll find it, the rainbow connection—the lovers, the dreamers and me. And it’s true isn’t it? We are a rainbow—each of us in our realm and spectrum of being. And the heavens are as well…

By now I’d gone in to check the time and had returned. There was a pink horizon making its way to our world, as it does each morning… a spectrum of light to awaken the sleeping world. A bird had joined me in my lullabies. He sat on a wire and chirped along with my memories. Why does a bird sing? Because it has a song. So many sweet feelings and impressions fell upon my heart and mind as I sat and watched the sunrise. I thought of conference—how elated I am over the thought to meet the other members of the Assembly. I recalled reading last night before bed about the first of the Ibn Gabirol Squares: Health.

The Nature of Health (in Time and Space) 

Above all else, health is a matter of self-continuance and thus is a consideration of the time factor in in everyday existence. It is the most fundamental assurance of continuance which is the one truly common characteristic of any manifestation of life at any level. Also and inescapably this self-continuance involves every creature’s need for interaction with other of its kind. This interaction is the space factor of health. It is this time/space factor that provides a sense of order to the mind right down through inanimate nature even down to molecular structures. Marc Edmund Jones in The Ibn Gabirol Magical Squares: Patterns of Consciousness

And so perhaps that means that Time is the personal and individual aspect of health and Space is the collective and relational aspect of health. Relating that concept to the concretization of self in the Cross model, the Star model then naturally follows as the involvement in service to the world. Spiritual health precedes any good that we can be to self and/or in the world at large. The matrix that we are—of Sun and Moon, of maleness and femaleness, of experience evolving us into wise stewards—these are the components of good health. Not so much balance as aptitude and attitude… My having spent so much time in seclusion—writing and learning and developing the who that I know myself now to be—has been time well-invested in ‘good’ health. Now the call is to be that in the world, to form new relationships and to broaden the Space of my health to others. The teeter-totter of this desire versus the upcoming opportunity to begin experiencing the space-factor has me excited—an unhurried eagerness…

And so as I sat enjoying the spectacular morning feast, I thought of my talk—how its significance speaks to me on every side… Adding yesterday post-nap, the introduction of the spectrum of relationships which are to be ours and which emanate out from us as we, the egg or ring-pass-not, come into existence. Kepler and his Harmony of the Spheres—and how this very day and signature is the anniversary of his first realization of such a concept, having himself drawn a diagram which suddenly took on new, fresh meaning and opened the portal of his understanding.

http://www.skyscript.co.uk/kepler.html#cm  

Kepler's 'Miracle'

Kepler's 'Miracle'

On 19th July 1595 (NS), a sudden revelation changed the course of Kepler’s life. In preparation for a geometry class he had drawn a figure on the blackboard of an equilateral triangle within a circle with a second circle inscribed within it. He realised that the ratio of the two circles replicated the ratio of the orbits of Jupiter and Saturn. In a flash of inspiration, he saw the orbits of all the planets around the Sun arranged so that regular geometric figures would fit neatly between them. He tested this intuition using two-dimensional plane figures — the triangle, square, pentagon, etc. — but this didn’t work. As space is three-dimensional, he went on to experiment with three-dimensional geometric solids.

Also see the YouTube presentation Harmony of the Spheres http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EFZuzgcIzY  And, I’ve found another article on Kepler and the man who was his inspiration—Nicolas of Cusa–which I will include a significant portion of here: http://www.keplersdiscovery.com/Harmonies.html#Mag  

 

 

Who was this “Nicholas of Cusa,” and how did he influence Kepler’s thought?

A renaissance-era statesman, mathematician and philosopher, Cardinal Nicholas of Cusa (1401-1464) enjoins readers to investigate the world in the spirit of “learned ignorance.” A motivating theme in On Learned Ignorance is the idea that the human mind never obtains a precise portrait of the world since it knows all things by relation.

“Every inquiry is comparative and uses the method of proportion,” he writes. “Perhaps this is why Pythagoras insisted that all things are constituted and understood through the power of numbers.” (Bond translation, p. 88) Yet even though we know all things by “likeness,” we can resolve our knowledge of truth down to finer and finer elements by investigating the world of our minds and of phenomena in the spirit of “learned ignorance.”          

Says Cusa: “Wherefore it follows, that, except for God, all positable things differ. Therefore, one motion cannot be equal to another; nor can one motion be the measure of another, since, necessarily, the measure, and the thing measured differ. Although these points will be of use to you regarding an infinite number of things, nevertheless, if you transfer them to astronomy, you will recognize that the art of calculating lacks precision, since it presupposes that the motion of all the other planets can be measured by reference to the motion of the sun. … And since no two places agree precisely in time and setting, it is evident that judgments about the stars are, in their specificity, far from precise…” In Cusa’s view, non-uniformity in shape and motion is the condition rendering the universe susceptible to knowledge. Because the human mind knows all things “by relation,” if motions and shapes were uniform or “perfect” humankind would never be able to know the world.                                                

Kepler’s Investigation into The Harmony of the World

In Greek, the word harmonia means “congruent,” or “fitting together.” The Greek words for “harmony” (harmonia) and “number” (arithmos) both derive from the Indo-European root (a)ri, recognizable in such English words as rite and rhythm. In Vedic India, rta meant unity or cosmic order.

Kepler considered the Harmonices Mundi (The Harmony of the World, 1619) his greatest work. The text relates his findings about the concept of congruence with respect to diverse categories of the physical domain: regularities in three-dimensional geometry, the relationships among different species of magnitude, the principles of consonance in music, and the organization of the Solar System.  “On the regular figures, the harmonic proportions they create, their source, their classes, their order, and their distinction into knowability and representability.” (The Harmony of the World, Book I)

  • Investigated auditory space through experimentation.
  • Sought to determine all of the possible harmonic ratios for sound, and to inquire as to their causes in the domain of geometry and mathematics.
  • Questioned if there truly were a “unit” or the “one” common to all the harmonic divisions of the string? Did there exist a smallest interval or “common factor” from which each other harmony could be constructed? Kepler found that there was not.
  • Sought harmonic proportions in the Solar System.
  • Asked if the greatest and least distances between a planet and the Sun might approximate any of the harmonic ratios, but found they did not.
  • Looked at the speed of the planets at the points where they move fastest and slowest, noting that movement represents a better analogue to harmonic vibration than distance.
  • Found that planets did seem to approximate harmonies with respect to their own orbits. The maximum and minimum speeds of Saturn differed by an almost perfect 4/5 ratio (a major third). The extreme motions of Jupiter differed by a 5/6 ratio (a minor third in auditory space). The orbits of Mars, the Earth, and Venus approximated the following harmonies: 2/3 (called a “diapente”) for Mars; 15/16 for Earth, or the difference between mi and fa; and 24/25 for Venus.
  • Examined the ratios between the fastest or slowest speed of a planet and slowest or fastest speed of its neighbors.
  • Discerned harmonies in each case with discrepancies smaller than a “diesis,” or 24/25, the smallest harmonic interval that a human ear can discern.
  • Discovered that harmonic relationships structure the characteristics of the planetary orbits individually, and their relationship to one another. The only interval with a deviation from harmony larger than 24/25 is the diverging motion of Mars and Jupiter which is off by 18/19.
  • Wondered, Why is this so? Kepler, writing in 1619, did not know of the existence of the asteroid belt, in the region of interplanetary space between the orbits of Mars and Jupiter.  The asteroid belt would not discovered until 1801. The gap in Kepler’s theory of the harmonic theory of the planetary orbits represented by the asteroid belt seems to indicate that he had discovered something consequential about the ordering of our Solar System.

I cannot begin to express the gratitude I feel for finding these articles (and there are many more!) to explain the necessity—the ‘beautiful necessity’—that we retain these discovered ‘inharmonies’ which allow for our continual increase of wisdom and knowledge! Those who would temper what we know in order to bring convenience to the mind’s fallacious need to grasp onto something to ‘make their world right’ will forever be the true enemy of the awakening consciousness of mankind. Thank God that Kepler would not do so! Thank God that he left his work saying, I do not know why there is an inexplicable inharmony between Mars and Jupiter… Thank God to Tycho Brahe who would not hide the discrepancy of Mar’s orbit—for had he done so, Kepler would never have discovered the elliptical orbit of the planets. Thank God that Copernicus would not that the Earth be considered the center of the universe! Thank God that Columbus would not believe that the world was flat. But mostly, thank God that Eve would not still her hand from the forbidden fruit—and rather that she and Adam tarry outside the garden in order to discover the beauty of that which was yet unknown to them. Thank God for all adventurers and discoverers—thank God for the spirit of man that asks Why? as well as Why not?

Life often hands us lemons. It’s odd, but one of my all time favorite Christmas stocking stuffers was lemon soap on a rope. Grandma always tucked one inside for me. I loved to smell it—it was so wonderful! I hated to see its size diminish into nothingness in the weeks that followed the holidays. But I knew that there would be another one to follow the next year. Life was certain like that—in my youth. Then Grandma passed and Life handed me its own lemons—also attached to a rope around the neck, it seemed. An overly-analytical mind, I suppose I was curious as to why Life’s lemons never seemed to fade away—instead they seemed to accumulate! The burdens of life kept growing until I could no longer stand up under them. All attempts were destined, it seemed, to failure…

But I had another childhood activity that captivated me. It seemed to counter-balance the lemon affliction. I was forever searching for four leaf clovers. As a young child, I would sit alone on Grandma’s lawn, searching meticulously for one to appear before my gaze. And I did find my first four leaf clover there! It was such a joy! I had just known it could be done! After that one experience, I knew that there was always the possibility that I would find more. Many years later—down on my luck and reminiscing over those days of my early childhood—longing for simpler times and less complexity of life issues, I stood outside on my sister’s lawn in Orlando, Florida, having taken a walk earlier with my niece and conversing at a soul-level with her, now found myself pensive and sorrowful–figurative lemons hanging round my neck—to which I subconsciously found myself bending over and again searching for the illusive four-leaf clover. I needed a ‘real’ one as a sign for hope. I would spend the next three years, at odd and curious times, rejoined with that quest—always without success–but silently hoping that now might be the right time and space…

After dedicating my book in San Diego, we trekked up the California coastline through the redwood forests. Certainly I will find it here—now—after such a glorious and momentous occasion! But alas, though the clovers were huge and begging for attention, no four-leaf clover was to be found. Ron returned home. I stayed and visited with my brother and his family. Another niece—this one a twin—had need of a four-leaf clover… I could feel her pain—a young, searching pain—combined with an ensuing choral performance deadline. She had ‘need’ for consoling—and yet also had the distancing of youth which will not allow for the wisdom of age to teach or reach. Our youth spend too much time in such isolation… Teaching moments are rare and usually overlooked. We, as parents, often try to force our wisdom—which, of course, is a waste of energy. Seek first to understand, then to be understood. There it was that I found myself, as the aunt—understanding and perceiving her need for understanding, but without recourse to bring the desired healing touch. In such a case, all that can be done is to hold ‘love’ in one’s heart and soul, and there love will always find a way…

I found myself outside and looking down at the grass, my memory of the hunt for the four leaf clover returned again. Why not! My soul exclaimed. All things are possible! Certainly in this expansive field of green a four leaf clover must grow. I believe that I will find it. It will be my message of unspoken love to ears that cannot open because of pain, but of eyes that can see and a hope that resides for understanding… I began my search. Within moments I held the four leaf clover in my hands. Then a phone call. Ron was suffering, too, from his own set of misconceptions… He needs a four leaf clover, too! As we talked, I continued my search… Another four-leaf clover lay in my hands. Then another and another. In total, I found seven four leaf clovers that day. I made a short home-made video of them and it is now on YouTube: Seven Four-Leaf Clovers by Saijin. It was a miraculous moment—worth waiting the six years for!

During those six years I discovered most concretely the world that I have created. This world lacks only one thing now—sharing and companionship with others. I am entering my seventh year. It began with a Plutonian encounter. I spent three of those years suffering in self-destruction. It was the Tower Card of my life experience. Pluto held me by my toes, upside down and shook me with every ounce of His strength, Who do you want to be? Do you want to destroy yourself and all those you love? Do you? Then do it! Keep on doing it until you….don’t want to anymore…. Until the pain you cause yourself and others becomes so great that you simply cannot do it anymore. Now, good, there you are empty—you have no more energy to destroy! Well done, good and faithful captive! Here is your reward—a lump of coal once, it now shines—but what spectrum would you create—towards what light will you direct this crystal of light? Who would you now be? Go! Make it happen! Create!

And at such a time as this a new friend appeared in my life—one who assisted me as I ventured forth—one who could guide, direct, and inspire as I chose what path of light I would follow. This friend caused me always to turn back within to ask myself, Who do you want to be? Who are you? Who do you want to become? And I would return with new ideas and new plans—many of which were failed attempts—as I came to know more and more about this rebirthing process of light from within. Relationships were restored—for I learned quickly that they were those things which had mattered most and which required my utmost attention. They were healing for me and for the others involved. Stability and much reflection and meditation. Much time spent alone. Creative endeavors—mostly writing—ensued. I became reclusive. I slowed down. I thought much, read much, learned much, and shared very little. I knew I was in a process and had not much yet to say to others. I was a babe learning to crawl and then to walk. Many times I fell down on my face—mistakes were made, but no longer were others blamed for them. I accepted full responsibility for myself—for my actions and my inactions. I recognized my worst adversary—self, angry—and self, depressed—and I learned to recognize these as my shadows asking for equal healing. They were an important part of the promise of greater wholeness. Shadow work became very important.

A long story short—the healing period, which is ever-on-going—in the main comprised the next three years. That period of time also encompassed my change in geographical location. I spent the past two years of that time coming out of my quiet-phase, but still reclusive rather than socially engaged. It was the period of time when I wrote what I had to say, when I told what I had found—it was time to begin communicating the treasures I had unburied in self and in the treasures of learning I had discovered in my book-learning… Kepler, Jung, Leo, Rudhyar, Jones, Wheeler, Blavatsky and others….

Where the path leads from here, I cannot see—only that always the next footstep will be given. I’ve learned to trust again, to hope again, to love again. I believe again…in self and in the holy desires that lie at the center of all other souls with whom I come into contact. I know honor and respect and loyalty—for I am aware of their counterparts and have disarmed them in the shadow-work of love. The battle, as life, is on-going so that I might know concretely and at any time the I am that I choose to be. Always choice guards the way to my creative self-expression. For now, I know peace—the peace which passeth understanding… the unconditional love of Mother Earth and Father Sun, being heir to their wisdom and knowledge, their direction and guidance and their constant encouragement to make something of myself that I have even yet to dream of creating…

And in the Moment of Totality, like the Magician of the Tarot, I can make it all disappear, as did Anna. I can return it all to the Point of All Possibilities and recreate, rejuvenate and transfigure myself. I can ask again Who would I be? Who Am I? and create anew Who I am. July 31st, the day I address the Assembly will be such a day for me. It is the day that I take the Health of Time and add to it the Health of Space. I will find my plussage and I will share my plussage with others—those of the seen and the unseen fellowship—the Laya Center within which I have part and portion in the Work. I am grateful for the opportunity. I come bearing gifts, and their companionship is that gift which I have long sought. Having experienced it illimitably in spirit, I shall now have the opportunity of fulfillment in the flesh. I am so looking forward to that day! It will be one full cycle of the Total Solar Eclipse from August 1, 2008—a cycle which coincides with my sister’s birthday. My hope is that my future steps of creation will include the renewal and recreation of that relationship, as well. We are so very much alike—she representing my counterpart of discovery in earthly familial relationship. As Cusa taught, oppositions “apply only to those things that admit of a greater and a lesser,” — “never to the absolutely maximum, for it is above all opposition.”

And so I know that harmony lies in the equanimity of understanding, the harmonizing of opposites, the understanding brought to bear on two different realms and their relation of unity with one another. For man’s scientific understanding would insist that man can know of no absolutes, yet it is foolishness unto God, for the Universe grants that knowledge which supersedes man’s learning—where all things are one—where all things are possible—and where in union with that I am that It is—even mortal man may know harmony, truth, understanding, and love. The Spheres sing the Song of the Goddess—a lullaby—calling us all to that place of reunion, of comfort—a place called family. And so it is that both my sister and I share the same five-fold star pattern of symbolism in the Sabian symbols—only oriented differently. She is my objective and I am her synchronizing influence. She came to light my path and I came to synchronize with hers. Therein will the harmony be found. The stars will never be our explanation—only our confirmation. And like Kepler’s flash of inspiration, as well as in the Solar eclipse when the Moon covered the Sun—it—that spirit of love–bursts forth in a moment of Totality.

One of the attributes of Divinity is the ability to make lemonade of lemons. My friend, Elaine, suggested more: Why not make lemon-bars! They taste so much yummier! And recently my son, Travis, with whom I am blessed to share more learning-and-teaching moments than most because we share an apartment together, told me, Hey Mom! There’s a new album out—You’re gonna love it! It’s called, When Life Hands You Lemons, Paint that Shit Gold!

Isn’t life grand! Isn’t life wonderful! Isn’t life beautiful! Lemon tree very pretty and the lemon flower is sweet, but the fruit of the poor lemon is impossible to eat…

Why?

Why not add a spoonful of sugar? Why not paint that shit gold?

All things are possible for those who believe. I believe that, do you? Do you see a snow-covered bridge or a rainbow beneath your light of consciousness? Do you see lemons or gold? Do you see harmony or dissonance? The choice, now and forever, is your to make. How do you see your world?

The Five Goddesses singing their lullaby. What Child is this that lay to rest?

We will become whatever we desire to become, for that is the mother’s wish for the child of her creation, the desire of the son of a son, the Father’s heir to the kingdom. We decide and they will guide. We are divine creators by birthright. Allow the divinity within you to speak. Open your eyes and your ears that you might hear their song of harmony in your soul. Sing your song—not because of any reason other than this: That there is within you a song to be sung. May it be one of harmony and of home—of unity and of love—of fellowship in both the seen and the unseen worlds.

The Do-As-Your-Told Archetypal Shadow Arises for Healing

June 30, 2009 - 2 Responses

The Do-As-Your-Told Archetypal Shadow who would be the The-World-According-To-Me Archetype of Life is aided through Zeal for Adventure

The Message of One White Feather

Two children’s stories come to mind today which illustrate our Do-As-Your-Told Shadow’s arrival. They suffice in providing the message of healing if the time will be taken to understand… 

The first is, The Little Train that Could.  Wikipedia

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“The Little Engine that Could

, also known as The Pony Engine, is a moralistic children’s story that appeared in the United States of America. The book is used to teach children the value of optimism and hard work. Some critics would contend that the book is a metaphor for the American dream. In the tale, a long train must be pulled over a high mountain. Various larger engines, treated anthropomorphically, are asked to pull the train; for various reasons they refuse. The request is sent to a small engine, who agrees to try. The engine succeeds in pulling the train over the mountain while repeating its motto: ‘I-think-I-can’.”

The second story is, Wish Again Big Bear by Richard J. Margolis

Synopsis: “The crafty fish Big Bear catches avoids being eaten by granting his captor three wishes.”

Blog 005Excerpts: Big Bear caught a fish. The fish was shiny and very upset. “There’s been a mistake, there’s been a mistake,” Fish yelled, flipping and flopping in Big Bear’s net.

“I don’t think so,” Big Bear said politely. “You’re just what I want for lunch.”

Fish thought fast. “Nonsense!” he said. “don’t you know I’m a wish-fish? Instead of eating me you should ask me to grant you three wishes. That’s what wish-fish do—they grant wishes.”

“Oh,” Big Bear said. “I never knew that before.”

“Well you know it now,” fish said, coughing and gasping. “Now hurry up and make your three wishes. I’m drowning in all this air.”

 And so the story goes… Big Bear makes his three wishes, one at a time, and as he feared, Fish laughed at the first and laughed at the second; although he did grant the wishes: To be graceful and to be small… But when it came to the third—To Have a Friend—Fish did not laugh.

“I’m not sure I can do that for you, Big Bear,” he said. “Making a friend takes a lot of magic.”

“Even when a fellow’s small and graceful?” Big Bear asked.

“Even when a fellow’s small and graceful,” Fish answered.

They were silent for a long time. Then Fish said: “Big Bear, you can go ahead and eat me now. You didn’t get your three wishes, and a bargain’s a bargain.”

“Yes,” said Big Bear. “I guess that’s true. A bargain’s a bargain.”

Big Bear grabbed Fish by the tail. Then he opened his mouth very wide.

“Goodby, Fish,” said Big Bear.

“Goodby, Big Bear,” said Fish.

“I’ll miss you, Fish.”

“I’ll miss you, big Bear.”

“We had some good times together, didn’t we, Fish?”

“Indeed we did, Big Bear.”

 “Fish?…”

“What is it, Big Bear?”

“I can’t eat you, Fish. It’s hard to eat somebody you know.”

Fish laughed. He laughed so hard that he fell right out of Big Bear’s paw and landed back in the pond.

Big Bear sniffled. “You’re laughing because you tricked me,” he said.

“No,” said Fish. “I’m laughing because your third wish has come true.”

And the two were friends evermore.

Look to the following questions to stimulate a review of your previous efforts and how a renewed energy focused on future activities may change the darkness into an effulgence of Light:

  1. COMPETENCY–Is there a more conscious or skilled resort to a course of action which will lead most surely to your achievement of success?
  2. REMINISCENCE—Can your effect some accomplishment of cultivation and preservation through your enduring ties with others?
  3. CONSECRATION—Have your consecrated yourself to your true irresistible power and inner vision?
  4. INGENUITY—Have you demonstrated your exceptional capacity for meeting any unusual developments or experience, regardless of the area in which they have come?
  5. SUSTAINMENT—Are you in complete and effective alignment with whatever greater possibilities may remain unrealized in a given milieu?
  6. CHARM—Does your special capacity for charm show itself in those familiar desires and interests which lead to your more enduring representation of worthiness?
  7. ENLIGHTENMENT—Have you developed a complete mastery of determining what really matters to you through normal processes of thought?

SaijinSaijin is a writer, poet and lyricist–and now a travel website owner!–as well as the mother of six. After writing Saijin’s Journey Begins, a pre-teen book about the synchronistic events in a young girl’s life, Saijin launched TellingTouch, a website devoted to the preservation and publication of family histories and journaling. She then turned her attention to researching esoteric principles and writings through personal and academic studies for her works: ADVANCED TECHNIQUES IN SABIAN SYMBOLOGY and HEALING OUR SHADOW-SELVES. As an avid life-long student of spirituality, metaphysics and a diversity of New Age disciplines, Saijin utilizes her passion for research and writing to share her findings with others. Assisting and encouraging others to get the most out of each and every day is her heartfelt mission. With over twenty-five years of working with adults and youth in mentoring and teaching capacities in private, business, academic and religious arenas, Saijin now turns to share her gifts of enthusiasm, inspiration, encouragement and mentoring to all those who are ready to step into a fuller experience of life and its gifts of wisdom and conscious awakening. – Ed.

The Shadow of the VACILLATING INDICATOR would be the True Conquistador!

June 29, 2009 - Leave a Response

An Archetype arises for healing! The Vacillating Indicator would be the True Conquistador!

Message of One White Feather:  6-29-2009 10-41-37 AM

 Today’s Shadow—The Vacillating Indicator–would distract us with its wishy-washy tendencies. Fear not! This Shadow arrives as our soul’s desire to be the Light of the True Conquistador—restoring and refocusing us on things which call for our re-energized and reconstitution of efforts. This Shadow’s request for healing asks that we use our powers of retrospection—considering those things which have passed and not prevailed—and take this 20-20 hindsight of wisdom to reorient our focus in its Light and Wisdom. Rather than remain in uncertainty or trying to side-step the less effective efforts of the past or even to modify them fruitlessly, we are here encouraged to make a truly effective estimate of our potential through abstraction and insight. Life can always be made to reveal any pertinent details of greater fundamental ordering.

  Today’s Light Work brings Indications of our unlimited capacity for calling up the powers we have gained in our individual struggles for self-fulfillment! Our tremendous ability to ‘relive’ experience in memory allows us to master-in-advance whatever new situations we may be brought to face. All of the ramifying relationships may be brought to a clear point of focus as we grasp these more pertinent potential inherent in their aggregated view. We fight the battles of the world first in our own imaginations—oftentimes over and over again! Yet through this repetition, these very battles may be won…first spiritually in the mind and then brought forth as Conquerors in the world itself.

 Look to the following questions to stimulate a review of your previous efforts and how a renewed energy focused on future activities may change the darkness into an effulgence of Light:
  1. ACCORD—How can you bring people and events together today in high appreciation of the greater values of life? 
  2. SPONTANEOUSNESS—How can you make your own desires and ambitions not only of interest but of actual value to others? 
  3. RECOGNITION—In what ways does your own social stewardship demand a more continual self-dedication? 
  4. PRECISENESS—Today can you increase your genuine efficiency and real adventure to more common objectives? 
  5. AWAKENING—Are your present efforts of absolute and wholly impersonal self-giving providing hope of honest self-realization? 
  6. QUICKENING—Today, how can you provide a more consistent stimulation to others in human affairs? 
  7. ACCENTUATION—What expenditure of creative self-mobilization would best enable you to rise to the needs in any given situation?

A SECONDARY SHADOW-ASPECT WORTH STUDYING TODAY:

A Component Aspect of Today’s Shadow:  ENCHANTMENT–a constant and idle daydreaming.

The Healing It is Requesting:  a consistent simplicity of character which enables anyone to maintain his touch with a transcendental magic of being.

This is a symbol of man’s reassurance through the presence of the beautiful and the good in every least promising form of human relationship. People are disposed kindly toward their fellows, but there is no growth in the mere rhythm of everyday routine, and human individuality knows it must be up and at the business of selfhood whether constructively or otherwise. Implicit in the symbolism is the challenge to rise above childish things while yet clinging to childlike ways.

The Light which has come to Aid in Healing:  IMPETUOUSNESS–a dramatic rejection of any accomplishment falling at all short of very deep or hallowed purpose.

This is a symbol of the survival of good through evil intention and effort, and of the infinite capacity of the world to absorb and nullify the destructive acts of man. Implicit in the reversed symbolism is not so much the fruitlessness of ill deed as the need for a better instrumentation of the action springing from the deeper sources in selfhood. There is here an almost complete exemption from the normal penalties for unsocial results of a hapless initiative.

Remember!  Patience will be required today in dealing with on-going distractions.  You shall prevail, Conquistador! Blessed are the merciful for they shall obtain mercy!

 © Saijin

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